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10 March 2009 @ 01:03 pm
In a good way. I'm done being emo Ilana. I'm just....done with it.

In two months (well a little less acutally):
I will hopefully be moving into a great apartment in the East Village.
I will almost done with this semester.
The weather will be A LOT warmer
I'll be weeks closer to seeing CockSparrer in Austin!
I'll be weeks closer to seeing my Texas friends
Sam will be two months closer to coming home.
I will be in better shape

In the next two hours:
I will have not done the studying I should have
Will have been wearing the most comfortable sweatpants ever made
Will have finished some lame tv or movie watching
And will have played with my new yellow/gold eye shadow

And I'm back in the game!

Oooo I should be really lame and watch 10 Things I Hate About You!!
Current Location: Chelsea, NYC
Current Music: you dont want to know
02 March 2009 @ 10:44 am

this is the view from my 10th floor apt

Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: The Kinks
01 March 2009 @ 08:29 pm
 I cant get myself to do work. I just dont care anymore!  I have two and a half more months until this semester is over.
I've been getting really nostalgic lately.  I'm really missing Texas and all my friends, who I dont get to talk to enough.  New York is fun but it can be really lonely.

My brother leaves for Afghanistan tomorrow.  I hate this.  I know he will be ok but I just keep thinking the worst.  I miss him alot as it is, but now hes a half a world away.  I'm trying to be strong and be there for my parents since theyre a wreck.

Fuck and I thought this semester would be easy.
28 February 2009 @ 08:39 pm
 Its Saturday night and I'm in my dorm (yuck) acting like im doing homework.  But all this reading art theory is just putting me to sleep. 

I closed the bar last night...as in I was at Bar 82 until 645 in the morning. Corinne just called me inviting me back out to 82. I'm debating going and not drinking.

Im so ready to move into an apartment.  I hate living in a bedroom with someone soo different than me. I thought I was done with this at 17.  Guess NOT!  

On a good note, I'm finally embracing my jew fro. I'm letting it all hang out!  It's crazy curly.  But I think it looks good.

I'm also really ready for summer.  I liked the super cold winters for about a month, but I'm over it now.  I want sunshine!!!!!
Current Mood: blahblah
Current Music: silence (for once)
26 February 2009 @ 06:44 pm
Wow I haven't been on LJ in years!!! But I'm back so I can keep up with Megg.

I also needed a new way to waste my time
Current Location: hell
Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: The Kinks